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A Word of Explanation

The beginning of Righting The Ship on Blogger is the end of a long, winding, fitful, circular creation. Perhaps end isn't the right word but in a very real way I'm back to where my blogging first began. I have come full circle.


My first blog was called The Three of Me and I created it on Blogger in 2015. Initially, it was a private blog shared only with my son so he could track my recovery after a suicide attempt. However, he believed that others might benefit from my writing and encouraged me to make the blog public.


In this, and in so much more since that suicide attempt, my son has been a steadfast and loving support. He has taught me so much and I deeply appreciate everything he has done, and continues to do, to support me.


For reasons that are, frankly, not fully known by me I moved from Blogger to a hosted wordpress.com site and then to a self-hosted wordpress.org site. The Three of Me name stuck around for a while, and I added a second blog called jots and thoughts. Unexpected issues arose with a domain name so I revamped the whole thing, dropped jots and thoughts, and transformed The Three of Me into Righting The Ship.


I did all this despite the many times that poor mental health negatively impacted my ability to write. It became increasingly foolish to keep paying for a blog that I was using sporadically so I shut Righting The Ship down.


I was left feeling empty.


Even though my writing is sporadic, I do write. But since I live on a modest income, the expense of a self-hosted site is no longer justifiable. Nor is a paid-for wordpress.com hosted site.


Which brings me back to Blogger, the space where it all began.


There's a lesson in there, I think.

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